Time continues and space expands. The walls of our hearts shed their cracked picture frames and tattered notes of love, and make way for the new ones. It’s not a bad thing to outgrow lovers. It only means you’re growing, and, by god, how you are.
You Angel Baby, you! Thank you so much for your kind kind words!! I’m doing much MUCH better😊 I.m not really looking to post on here much anymore, but I may post more vids just because you so sweetly asked! I hope you are well, whoever you are!
i’m miserable. i’m sad. i feel so empty so often. i just wander through my own fucking life like i don’t even live in my own body. i don’t want to be here. nothing i’m doing is even close to what i want to be doing.
i’m fucking nostalgic for a time that never even happened. never even existed. i have so many regrets. i wish i did so many things differently. i’ll never forgive myself.
and i can’t even fucking do anything about anything at all. i just get to sit in the bleachers and watch my plastic bag in the wind shitty ass life fly by while failing to blow it in the direction i want it to go.
fuck this. honestly, i’m one fucking night of cigarettes and cheap red wine away from driving off the edge of this world.
requested by system-eucatastrophe
thank you :]








