Time continues and space expands. The walls of our hearts shed their cracked picture frames and tattered notes of love, and make way for the new ones. It’s not a bad thing to outgrow lovers. It only means you’re growing, and, by god, how you are.

Anonymous: hi! i just wanted to say that your covers of the two connie converse songs you posted are absolutely gorgeous and your voice is lovely beyond belief. i especially love the two tall mountains cover bc it’s so gentle and fluttering, it makes me feel like sunshine!! i hope that you’re doing well and that things get better for you. thank you for sharing your gift with the world, and i hope you continue to do so in the future!!! 💞

You Angel Baby, you! Thank you so much for your kind kind words!! I’m doing much MUCH better😊 I.m not really looking to post on here much anymore, but I may post more vids just because you so sweetly asked! I hope you are well, whoever you are!

i’m miserable. i’m sad. i feel so empty so often. i just wander through my own fucking life like i don’t even live in my own body. i don’t want to be here. nothing i’m doing is even close to what i want to be doing. 

i’m fucking nostalgic for a time that never even happened. never even existed. i have so many regrets. i wish i did so many things differently. i’ll never forgive myself.

and i can’t even fucking do anything about anything at all. i just get to sit in the bleachers and watch my plastic bag in the wind shitty ass life fly by while failing to blow it in the direction i want it to go. 

fuck this. honestly, i’m one fucking night of cigarettes and cheap red wine away from driving off the edge of this world.